Normally I don’t bring personal stuff into a movie review. I don’t find it to be very professional. In the case of 50/50, I found myself drawn to do so; as the experience I’ve had with relatives facing cancer dictated the experience I had while watching the film.

This will certainly be an odd sentiment: it was truly a pleasure for me to see a film that treats cancer the same lighthearted way I’ve treated cancer. Written and based on Will Reiser’s experience, 50/50 is the story of a young man, Adam (played by Joseph Gordon-Levitt), who contracts cancer. Naturally, it causes him anxiety, but the world around him simultaneously becomes a much different place now that his mortality is an issue. It’s odd and dark but the film ensures to display the humor in it. Buried deep underneath anything, there’s always a joke waiting there to help cut the tension. It’s a coping mechanism so it’s never a permanent fix and the film is smart enough to know this. It’s like having a warm cup of hot chocolate on a bitterly cold day. For a while it will be soothing but eventually the cup will get cold. The jokes will have run dry and there is nothing left for you to mask the feeling of the bitter weather.
In the early summer of 2008, my aunt passed away from breast cancer. I still remember at one time in the beginning when the topic of mortality was only a distant impossibility. A long running idea in my head was that after all that chemo and surgery the only difference was a couple of scars and softer hair. I had the knowledge, but no belief that it wouldn’t work. But every once in a while, an occasion would occur that would make me realize that I was being ignorant. That something could happen and I would have to take it as the reality it was. Eventually, she succumbed to the disease and my perception of mortality had changed. Upon my viewing of 50/50, the experiences I felt in that time resurfaced to the top. I was consumed with emotion. All the fears, misunderstandings and lighthearted humor I had in the beginning, I shared with those who surrounded Adam. But then that feeling of a wave of helplessness washes over you. It’s a daunting task to replicate but the film handles it with care so as to not be disingenuous. It truly felt like I could finally begin to understand what it was about the situation that had me feel so incapable, lost and aggravated. Not even just about the cancer, but who someone would be in that position. They are people, not just cancer patients and not just a survival rate. That was what Joseph Gordon-Levitt did best and what he has always done best. He made you feel like Adam was a person. Not a hero, or an idol but a genuine person.

It’s a cocktail of alienation and indignation he faces. He’s not a bad person, so why him? Worst of all, people now treat him like he has a Fabergé egg for a personality. His peers act as if he’s already dead; speaking to him like they’re reciting their obituary. Others, Katherine (played by Anna Kendrick), somehow try to relate him to statistics and in return belittle the situation. “What you’re feeling is normal.” Normal, being the key word as there is nothing he feels to be normal about what he is facing. His mother, Diane (Anjelica Huston) is in a constant state of panic. Trying incessantly to help, to the point that her concern becomes infuriating to handle. Then there is his best friend, Kyle (Seth Rogen) who does his best to lighten the mood. Doing everything he can (as misguided as he sometimes comes to be) to make Adam think that perhaps there’s an opportunity here—a bright side to bleakness. It’s an idea the film takes to heart as it teaches you that there are life lessons to learn at the brink of death, lessons that console you and lessons that you can re-gift for others to have in place of you. Some of those lessons are humorous in nature and some are incredibly harsh.

My only complaint is that the romantic subplot is a little unnecessary. After the roller coaster you go through, a romantic subplot is the least important aspect of the story. And ending on it provides a lack of biting substance to close off with. For a movie filled to the brim with engaging moral, emotional and existential complications, a girl just doesn’t seem important enough. However, Jonathan Levine (director of the underrated the Wackness) still manages to make it work. Regardless, there are many important questions about human interaction that are left behind that are much more important than tolerating romance is inconvenient. 50/50 is funny, sad, uplifting and deeper than expected. Perhaps I’m biased because of my association to that type of scenario, but to me it was worth the tears to learn something about a situation that was so volatile. I can’t see why someone wouldn’t find something to gain here.
4.5/5